Just Random

This really has no relevance here but it may. I was just over at another place I often frequent at times, and was reading and it saddens me,and truly a shame to say that I'm pulling back on my involvement in certain things pertaining to my vampire life in second life. So today is a good day because of my recent decision I'm not walking from being a vampire, but I am done trying, and going back into my chosen setting. I will be a voice from time to time, but my 2cents being added weekly is done. I won't accept anything anymore. I will do what I normally do and just avoid the world in there, as it's becoming more and more of a damn pissing contest with idiots. It's just recently I've been thinking that it's pointless really. We come out of character, and are not suppose to be in character on the forums as well, and still they live by their characters. So mine is pretty much back into hiding along with my knowledge again as well. I'm not saying that I disagree with it, but I'm also not saying I'm done with it as well. It's my decision right now to remain silent and out of things. I just feel the whole thing is a mess and I no longer want to be apart of that mess anymore. It's sad that this has happened, but oh well. I have more important things in SL to do then just wondering if they are trying to establish a decent role play anymore. In reality of this all, they won't. There is to much anger towards others to try and really make this work, so what I'm doing is exactly what I do all the time when I want to avoid drama, I walk away from it, and just give up totally. I may make a post over there later renouncing my position in that group, wish them luck, and say farewell to it. In reality I just don't care anymore, and I have no desire to really sit there and be apart of something anymore. I'm just better off giving up RP and only surviving as a vampire cause of the HUD, which in some sense is what most do anymore. So that is what I'm going to do just survive in the game, and forget the rest.