The Rebirth

Sits down and decides the time is now to rewrite my character, remembering my past like it was yesterday, this is the revised version to who she is, she sits back in her chair and starts the quest at hand. Begins writing.


This is a rewrite of my original character. I still recall when I was embraced into being a vampire, I will never forget that, nor the pain that came from it after I lost my Father, my Sire, my Lord, the one that took me in when the time was needed. But those are the days of the past with a pen and paper, The story here is a rebirth and those memories are to never be forgotten and are stored in my mind permanently. This is merely the rebirth of what Eternal Shad is, and should be now. The years after the isolation, the human companion that turned abusive towards her, and how society shined away from her, because she was different. She was brought back into the vampire life after a number of years denying who she was, and was reborn as a vampire again. Only this time, something in her changed. She became colder, much more distant from the others. Not even her new sire was any good to her. Nor the house she lived in. She walked away again from it all, ignoring the hunger that burned deep in her soul. She avoided those she knew were kindred, then after a few months the leader came back and brought her back in, again still not happy, she fought against it, mouthed off, became even more resentful towards what she was. She'd go days without feeding, and without acknowledging what she was. Even having a human family didn't help her. So she became friends with another and moved under his house, and his line, but they had a falling out and she was sent to outcast. Then during that time she was becoming even more hateful and resentful towards it again. Ready to say hell with it all and throw in the towel and just walk away once again she was begging for final death as a vampire. Hell even welcomed it, put it publicly out there,"If you can find me, You can kill me", funny though none came to kill her. Even though this time she didn't walk, she stayed to protect the human family that offered her a place with them, but something there even happened,and the humans turned against her like always. So a Blood Regent came to her store, left her a message, and when she retrieved that messaged, she replied back in a sarcastic tone, "Are you really serious?" Instantly he replied and met with her, and they talked, he told her he found her messages to be stupid, and was curious as to know why. So they talked, and all the while even though this Regent was originally going to kill her, something in her spiked a curiosity that he held off from killing her. Finding out they had much in common. He extended his hand and offered her a home in his clan, even his house. He didn't try to pass the buck off. But she was hesitant and he sensed this in her, and told her to take as much time as she needed before making the decision, but the more they talked, the more she liked the idea of having a home again. Where she could come and go, and yes even kill her food. For she loved to play and terrorize her food before final death. Smiling at that thought alone she decided what did she really have to lose? Nothing and so the request was sent to hell to be placed in his family and within days she was. The months have passed since then. Even though she recalls all her memories at a drop of a dime. She has become more prideful, more devious, never trusting anyone, including her liege. Who reminds her every so often of the one she lost in the old days. Doubtful she ever will trust someone again like that in her life. She has adapted very well. Being insightful, helpful at times, and everything. But yet she's still watching her back, trusting very few, and believing in NO ONE. She even took the time to talk to someone that was interested, but never revealing what she truly was until the end what she truly was. They struck up a conversation about supernatural things, and it intrigued her so much that she knew this was one she could bring into the darkness with her, a hunting partner, which brought a smile to her face. She answered any and all questions, finally revealing what she was and how it's unique for her to do this, because of her disgust at how somethings are. Some may even say she's bitchier, and prideful for her new home, and she has every right to be. Finally she has a place to call home, and she's proud of herself. She may disappear for a few days, but that's just her. She always returns for no one can never truly keep her in a place for long. She's a vagabond,always on the move. Watching, learning, honing her skills of how to manipulate when she needs to. For months she had no desire to bring another into darkness but one day she did, and now she keeps tabs on her childe, guiding her down the dark path, making her into a fierce killer like herself. Teaching her things, showing her how to hunt and hide in the shadows. Making this childe into a mold of herself. Keeping a low key on everything. She knows she has allies, but more importantly she knows she has enemies as well, and always on the look out for both. Even though some say "You can trust us", She really sneers at that comment as she doesn't trust anyone. She really doesn't trust her childe but knows if her childe breaks the trust she has in place with her, it'll be a hard lesson learned, and she will accept the punishment of that childe's crime. None the less she, herself has learned a hard lesson, and that is to really accept the gift that has been given to her, never revealing to anyone what she is, and that is a task she really loves. Even the mere humans she hunts, she doesn't reveal who she is, EVER. She'll never reveal who or what she is to anyone , and she really doesn't trust other kindred as a well. For deception runs deep in the hearts of all, whether living or dead, it doesn't really matter, she knows at some point someone down the line will deceive another and a war will start. Deception is the heart of corruption and we're all corrupted. Just some have learned to hide it better than others.

Satisfied with the words she has written out she sits back once more with a deceitful smile on her face, and a prideful smile, feeling the darkness that lives in her undead heart over power her. Closing her eyes for a moment to get a sense of that pride that now lurks inside her, nodding her head in the approval of these words, she puts down her pen, closes the book and says , "Let the games begin for the path of Eternal Shad"

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